I remember the way you used to kiss me
Pushed up against the wall, hands in my hair
Holding onto me like I might disappear
As if I were a trick of the mind
And you’d blink and I’d be gone.
You have hurt me so deep,
So precisely.
I see your eyes in my dreams at night
Staring right through me
As if you never held me close,
And the words we spoke to one another
Were figments like yellow birds,
Taking flight across the sky
The words we whispered, our breath caressing each other’s skin
Late at night when we were both too alive to sleep -
Consumed by the electricity in our hearts, and
Caught up in the expectation of forever.
I have a list called ‘Things I want but don’t need’
And I’m starting to wonder if I’ve missed putting your name
at the very top of that list
Because I want you so bad
That I think I need you ,
And what I NEED to do,
is remind myself that I never needed anyone
To complete me
But damn does it feel nice to be loved,
And be seen in the reflection of your eyes
To feel that sigh of relief and rest my weary soul
inside of someone else’s arms for a while
I have to remind myself that even if you turn your back
Like so many lovers before,
Tomorrow will always come, faithfully
And I’ve always preferred sunrises to sunsets
Because I believe in the magic of a new day
Rather than the finality
of saying goodbye.
This is a beautifully
This is a beautifully poignant poem.
Starward