Chest aches
Past and future occur all at once
Here Now.
Oh, how I do not know how to feel about this.
Oh, how I know there are too many emotions at once
to be able to choose a response.
Who I was, Who I will be
they shift and rearrange
according to who I am
right now.
There is nothing but right now!
All time packed into a little moment
a breath
these tears,
the silence that pulls me,
Magnetically
Into the perfect direction.
Yet there is no up, down, right, left.
All directions at once
within this infinite circle
of here and now.
Who is writing this?
It couldn't be "me",
for I act irritable
angry
annoyed
helpless
selfish
confused
scared.
How my personality has lead me
far away from here.
From this place where I die
and I become the infinite body
of light
that I was born to shine.
Oh how words
Oh how actions
Oh how personality
could never fully express
explain
or define
Who is writing this
Here Now.