Jarring pencils through my head
this early causes my forearm to cramp up,
I jot down my own thoughts
since the automatic writer
who sat fighting mental fires
rode off into some fantastic sunset,
So here I am,
Blood spewing profusely
spelling out my future
like alphabet soup
in a present tense
pretending to be elegant
but misspelling every situation
shrugging it off like accidents,
Now I'm not the best suited
to tailor this life I'm ruining
so when I marry myself
off to the darkness
I can breath relief or puke in disbelief
that it went on this long
I'll bow to mass audience
as I purge into buckets
and sling it on the front row
grab my junk and yell "Suck it",
I'll watch them ice cream scoop
hand fulls out of their eye sockets
and clap cos baby,
that's their cue,
being told what to do
Ha!
ha! I enjoyed this. Sounds like my own head chatter.
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