You asked me why I picked up
The needle
“Why, why why?”
And all I can say is that
The night has now fully enshrouded me
I’m building the pyre higher around me, does it matter?
To cease the incessant synapses chatter
To soften the constant nerve’s bristles
I must see how fast I can go, how high I can ascend
To the furthest reaches of the softened star-burrs
Whose gentle smile-lights now shine upon my face
And whose incandescent hair is laid in a whisper, softly on my forehead
Nebulous now they have turned me; I fill the room as vapour
You look at me. You think you see truth but it is veiled
I am not strong, though none of you know and have never seen
How I have been snapped dryly by forceful gales
And whipped raw by all of the zephyrs’ betrayals
And so now, whatever it is, is coursing through me
Dissolving the heart’s black mask
And flowing – Gothic and beautiful
My real face in the hands of the tide
Washing up on the shore, where only the moon may gaze
Upon a lost child long turned deep dusk blue
As we both turn restlessly under the covers
Of this, the longest night
NJP 9/4/2006
I absolutley love this poem, it is so incredible. Great work :)