You walk right through me again
Make me feel invisible again
Act as if my words made no sound
As if my actions had no meaning
Act as if I have no feelings
The pain built up by this
Gives way to nothingness
Gives way to anger
Gives way to hate
I was so happy with you before
I was feeling better and reassured
But then you turned your back
You shut the door
You beat my self-esteem to the floor
Hope someone does the same to you
Hope you feel alone and rejected too
Hope you come to understand
The injustice of being abandoned
By someone you were so good to
Hope I get the opportunity
To walk right through you too
These are feelings I
These are feelings I understand from my own experiences. Though I've found, hoping for the pain to come to another usually backfires. I bless those that have hurt me in the past. Makes me feel better and helps me release the resentment.
Sorry if you're feeling this way.
I know it's a painful place to be in. :/ Hugs
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I appreciate the sentiment
I appreciate the sentiment but I have no blessings to wish upon those who have added to the curse of bearing this pain. My resentment will never be lost...I ve carried it with me my entire life. Its hard not to when its these sort of actions that has damned you to a life a loneliness and emptiness. Does this make me a bad person? Maybe. Do I care? Not really. My feelings can be summed up in one of my favorite quotes: "When angels are forced out of heaven, they become devils."...I was forced out of heaven long ago.