Walk Right Through


You walk right through me again

Make me feel invisible again

Act as if my words made no sound

As if my actions had no meaning

Act as if I have no feelings

The pain built up by this

Gives way to nothingness

Gives way to anger

Gives way to hate

I was so happy with you before

I was feeling better and reassured

But then you turned your back

You shut the door

You beat my self-esteem to the floor

Hope someone does the same to you

Hope you feel alone and rejected too

Hope you come to understand

The injustice of being abandoned

By someone you were so good to

Hope I get the opportunity

 To walk right through you too

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this is the pain of being ignored, rejected and feeling obsolete.....as always feedback is appreciated.

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Morningglory's picture

These are feelings I

These are feelings I understand from my own experiences. Though I've found, hoping for the pain to come to another usually backfires. I bless those that have hurt me in the past. Makes me feel better and helps me release the resentment.

Sorry if you're feeling this way.

I know it's a painful place to be in. :/ Hugs


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cdj410's picture

I appreciate the sentiment

I appreciate the sentiment but I have no blessings to wish upon those who have added to the curse of bearing this pain. My resentment will never be lost...I ve carried it with me my entire life. Its hard not to when its these sort of actions that has damned you to a life a loneliness and emptiness. Does this make me a bad person? Maybe. Do I care? Not really. My feelings can be summed up in one of my favorite quotes: "When angels are forced out of heaven, they become devils."...I was forced out of heaven long ago.