In vain thoughts drift
upon nowhere breezes
of a life distraught
where promise teases
no silver trimmings
line blackened clouds
so I lurk behind
masqueraded shrouds
optimism chokes me
with deadly hold
till conviction's subdued
and blood runs cold
there's no place to run
from fate's cruel hand
as it holds me immobile
in dense quicksand
I've tried to struggle
to get myself free
but there's no escaping
that which owns me
I'm hopelessly hoping
where all hope is lost
while I'm beaten down
by diseases that accost
each day a struggle
to just get through
only to repeat it again
with the next to ensue...
i love this piece