I watched...
while silent tears, of one-sided grief,
slowly ran in rivulets down my cheeks.
Last rights were spoken, but did nothing
to undo the wrongs.
DNR, written in blood red, screamed from off
the charted page of an empty file.
Life support was removed and helplessly I stood,
watching, waiting,
until the colors drained, a last breath was drawn
and all that remained, was white-sheeted regret.
~~~
No mourners, save for myself,
cared to view or grieve, or even offer comfort
to this bereaved soul.
I sat alone, in a high-backed, burgundy upholstered chair,
while somber music wafted past my ears
and parlor scents permeated my senses.
I eulogized out loud,
speaking of wasted time,
unmet goals, long-held regrets,
and unhealed scars,
but my words only echoed back, in taunt,
in the hollowness of the vacant chairs.
~~~
I, the lone mourner,
in single-filed procession,
marched,
unaccompanied,
past the weathered stones of others.
I said my 'goodbye' graveside,
as a soft rain fell, in a mingling of tears, and dirt, to mud...
Tossing one red rose
and a handful of rich, brown soil,
There...right there,
I buried my dreams,
a mere six feet below
my hopes.