Experienced well in pain,
of every known form,
For me this is nothing,
but my seemingly, 'norm'.
My heart is a punching bag,
battered and bruised.
Neglected, discarded,
tossed aside...and used.
Why am I an easy target,
of other people's abuse?
Am I marked for my life,
Is my hoping, of no use?
I open myself up and take,
these constant, hurtful attacks.
But then they are always shocked,
when finally, I fight back.
Why am I so vulnerable,
and not worthy of affection?
Why am I the hapless victim,
of this hurt and rejection?
I should know so much better,
been through it, many times before.
I'm my own worst, foolish enemy,
sticking around life, for yet more.
this awfully disheartening...
this awfully disheartening... but beautifully written.... you seem to write so effortlessly.... there's like a qualm yet steady fluidity... thank you for sharing :)