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a weakling 
so defeated
some adventure
I can barely clothe myself
what exhilaration
I can hardly bathe myself
it's been more then a week
since I've brushed my teeth
and your misery
is your own addiction
you put the weight of it on me
thanks for the affixion
my own affliction's 
got the better of me
and while Im making a fool of myself
you just want me to be someone else
that's not me
snort your lines of drama
you just need to get low to get high
have your own useless addiction
leave me to mine
leave me alone
and behind
struggling by myself
I do better without you
trying to keep my head 'bove the water
you're just sinking and weighing me down
down down
i don't fit your definition
(even with my latest prescription) 
i'm not what you want me to be
you act like it's an insult to you
that I can't take care of me
I have enough of myself to deal with
without worrying that I'm
just a disappointment to you
you kick me when I'm down
you could never love me better then I love myself
my fifthly wealth of insecurities
and my organs failing me
is enough for me to handle
without your hands around me
strangled
get your fix elsewhere
leave 
me
the 
fuck
alone
  
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bishu's picture

Truth Revealed

Nicely written !! Your emotions & feelings ooze through each word. It helps to let off steam (It works with me) Its nice to pen your pent up feelings instead of suffering in silence.............. whoever you are and wherever you are :)

 


©bishu 

 

nightlight1220's picture

'- Loneliness and the feeling

'- Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the worst poverty of all. Mother Teresa '

 

So much more prevalent than people know of right now in the world. Nice write.


...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "