You know those days when you think 'what's the point in living'?
They are supposed to be reminders to be gentle with yourself
I don't know what I don't know
but they are closer like contractions
I don't have a fraction of clue what I should do
I used to think there were things worth living for
But I'm older and I'm tired
I'm just none the wiser
and I don't know anymore
I used to want do overs
But I am just undone
I used to long for starlight
But I don't hear from anyone
I try to give mself things
to look forward to
But how long until a new shiney thing
just won't do
Honestly, I stay alive for you
How long does it take for someone
overweight just to waste away
I don't think many would miss me
but there's a few that would be screwed
How long before I cry so hard I can no longer breathe
How long before the downpour and my final screams
I'm just so tired of being me
I Call This Soul Cleansing
Healthy look in mirror - life progresses to a need for more engaging options. One basketed eggs syndrome is quite human. Saw way too much of my 70 years on planet earth in this one. ~S~
it will get better,many would
it will get better,many would miss you i`m sure
ron parrish
A cause for concern
When I get that way, I pray and see better days
So I tell them all to take a hike what the heck I
don't want to be like Mike, There's only one me
and that has set me totally free.
So when the darkness try to spawn I say prayer
and hold on. For things look the darkest. Just
Before The Dawn.
Very good. Thanks for sharing.