Degentleman.

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Spree.

Casper, your mind is just completely...uggghh. I don't even know where to begin. You know, it's sad that your parents won't even bail you out of jail and I have to come get you. I know you don't like these sessions at all, but I'm really just here to help you. So...where does all this..."anger" stem from?

Was once a happy kid but now I'm livid
Wondering where I'm going and why the fuck I'm livin'
My life is spinnin'
I miss the days Blink
Dragon Ball Z
And Street Fighter 3
Burying soldiers, I was the card-holder
Now the choice ain't up to me
My mind was innocent once
Now I'm making CDs
About stabbing cunts
And my internal murder sprees
Everyone is screaming "Geez! I believe
You need some Jesus in your system!"
Well fuck you and him
You don't have to fucking listen
I'm that nigger in the kitchen sink pissin'
Disrespecting whoever the fuck is there livin'
They wonder why I do this
I tell them I'm Hell's most dangerous denizen...

You're not as bad as you think you are. I know you're a good kid, other people do too. You just-!

I think my heart's cold and I'd like to keep it that way
For fuck's sake, up until I was 10, my father thought I was gay
When it comes to that nigger, there's plenty I'd like to say
Like "how come he doesn't love me and if you truly hate me, why did you stay?"
He's such a fucking dick, I'm surprised my mother gave him a lay
If knew I would be in this house, I'd surely give myself away
Maybe to a white family
But that's a no, they'd be fucking scared of me
While me and their coke-head biological son were being scum and had guns
Walking around the house tearing things
But it's a bit late for that
I'm raised on fried sushi and shame
Because I'm Chinese and Black
I swear to fucking God if Dad
Comes back, bitching while he shat
This nigga would get racked
A neckless body, dead
I'd buy a necklace from his insurance and sleep in his bed
And stare at my trophy case
My only award is his head

Casper your dad loves you, he really does. Maybe he has a poor way of expressing...nevermind. You won't listen to that. Tell me about your mother.

My mother claims to care
And I swear I want to believe it
But she's too scared
of me already, so she'll never see this
My dad makes her depressed
Because he bitches while she's cooking and cleanin'
Even though she took him back
After a result like me came from another woman and his penis

Your sibling, I'm guessing?

Yes you're correct
But that egotistical dick of an older brother
Walks around with his perfect job and his dick erect
But it's all special effects
He should have a show on FX
Called "Short Blasian Man, How does it feel to be pussy whipped?"
I don't get it
How come he fucking lets
His wife run him, oh yeah, because she's keeping his dick wet
She sucks him down to her throat is strep
Stripped of saliva and replaced with a sticky white set
And he let's her piss off mother
I have to comfort her when her eyes become wet...
I swear that I'm trying to be the good son
But it seems satisfaction and approval
Are based on fraternal income
I'm getting emotional, can we say this shit is done?

If I could let you do that, then yeah. But no, you have some time left on the clock.

Excuse me, therapist, but in my opinion, fuck that clock
I'm asking you to shut your trap or suck my cock
Maybe I could take you down in my mind where I trap
Show you my glock and you can get clipped off

Um...no thanks.

Honestly you do this for the paycheck
My parents are getting ripped off
They could use that check
To buy me a pizza box and a Volcom watch
Maybe the new Lara Croft
Or Skyrim...
But they're wasting it on you, so I'm hand me down swagging
In white Tims
I'm just 6'2, non-athletic, never touched a rim
My childhood was gilded
Lying to a kid, shouldn't that be a sin?
I'm stuck in a world full of labels and religion
I often confuse Atheistic beliefs with realism
No one has ever liked my decisions
So these things that I have written are real
Thoughts that for the past 17 years have made me ill
So I piss people off with rape jokes for a thrill
I wish I had a clone, or a twin; Phil and Lill
And I'll be jail cell butt-hurt until my requests are fulfilled
For all these people out here that clap at this or laugh at this
I'm not seeking attention, fame, or bitches
I just want true happiness...