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I will never know

If I ever gave a damn

I've nurtured a corrupted heart

That can never understand

 

The wind chills my soul

A calming aura in the distance

No matter how far I reach

It disappears in an instant

 

You are the lament of my psychosis

Bleeding me fucking dry

Forcing me back to reality

A parasite of my design

 

Mutterings of a Crazed One

Pictures of blood on the walls

Limbs still fresh from the torso

The silence remains unresolved

 

Yet you stand there tormenting me

A ghost in the mist

I've often wondered how to

Send you back to the abyss

 

You are the lament of my psychosis

Bleeding me fucking dry

Forcing me back to reality

A parasite of my design

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CireLueyFreemind's picture

Is this an original song?

I love these lyrics; I have some experience myself with the abyss.  I may have stared too long into it, honestly.

 

"You are the lament of my psychosis

Bleeding me fucking dry

Forcing me back to reality

A parasite of my design"

 

These are my favorite lines.  I feel as if the piece of the abyss in me is one I helped design, since it steals away my voice to mock me at every turn.

 

Thank you for sharing this.


Be well; thy will be done.

Carcass's picture

Thanks for stopping by

If you have felt it before then I would like to ask how you were while there.  For me I cared about anything or even what happened to me.  Total seperation from emotion.  This is an original song, I wrote it literally a couple hours ago.  That line in particular I wrote over a year ago though. 

CireLueyFreemind's picture

My time in the abyss

I was cynical, and detached as well.  The only emotions I truly felt were anger and hatred.  I wanted nothing more than to be destructive; destruction amused me then.

 

Nietzsche once said, "Those who fight monsters should take care that they don't become monsters themselves."

 

There is truth to his warning...


Be well; thy will be done.

Carcass's picture

True enough

I don't consider myself a bad person, I just have different morals than most so to speak.

allets's picture

A Different Morality

Be a great title for a play. Or a poem. My psychosis - such as it is - is my affair and not for sharing (darn it!). :D - S


 

 

Carcass's picture

I had a lot of fun writing

I had a lot of fun writing this one, glad you enjoyed it.