I will never know
If I ever gave a damn
I've nurtured a corrupted heart
That can never understand
The wind chills my soul
A calming aura in the distance
No matter how far I reach
It disappears in an instant
You are the lament of my psychosis
Bleeding me fucking dry
Forcing me back to reality
A parasite of my design
Mutterings of a Crazed One
Pictures of blood on the walls
Limbs still fresh from the torso
The silence remains unresolved
Yet you stand there tormenting me
A ghost in the mist
I've often wondered how to
Send you back to the abyss
You are the lament of my psychosis
Bleeding me fucking dry
Forcing me back to reality
A parasite of my design
Is this an original song?
I love these lyrics; I have some experience myself with the abyss. I may have stared too long into it, honestly.
"You are the lament of my psychosis
Bleeding me fucking dry
Forcing me back to reality
A parasite of my design"
These are my favorite lines. I feel as if the piece of the abyss in me is one I helped design, since it steals away my voice to mock me at every turn.
Thank you for sharing this.
Be well; thy will be done.
Thanks for stopping by
If you have felt it before then I would like to ask how you were while there. For me I cared about anything or even what happened to me. Total seperation from emotion. This is an original song, I wrote it literally a couple hours ago. That line in particular I wrote over a year ago though.
My time in the abyss
I was cynical, and detached as well. The only emotions I truly felt were anger and hatred. I wanted nothing more than to be destructive; destruction amused me then.
Nietzsche once said, "Those who fight monsters should take care that they don't become monsters themselves."
There is truth to his warning...
Be well; thy will be done.
True enough
I don't consider myself a bad person, I just have different morals than most so to speak.
A Different Morality
Be a great title for a play. Or a poem. My psychosis - such as it is - is my affair and not for sharing (darn it!). :D - S
I had a lot of fun writing
I had a lot of fun writing this one, glad you enjoyed it.