I am unwanted for some odd reason I don't know why;
Almost everyday, I want to breakdown and cry.
I want to be with someone so bad my soul bleeds out my spirit;
I hope the one for me out there can hear it.
Why is god giving me this hell I call a sick joke?;
I have had so much suffering, I am starting to choke.
My person that I am meant to be with is out there somewhere;
I am in such horible pain and i can't hardly bare.
So if anyone wants to know what it's like to be in such depresive state;
Let me tell you, I have too much on my plate.
I remember when I used to feel that way, it's awful, it really is. The way I best dealt with it was, I wrote a poem to my 'future someone' I wrote about all the reasons why I would love the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, all the reasons why they were 'the one' it felt good to write it, It made me happy, also, when you find that person, they'll appreciate the poem, give it to them on a special day, it will mean a lot. :) Keep writing!