I kept only a few
(The pieces of myself)
But under further review
I can see no more on the shelf
I see now what once was
The torrential storm
And everyone’s ship came in
Seeing the light
—That some of us just have,
It’s inexplicable although bright
They come for more pieces
And the taking isn’t quite permitted,
If anything it’s a secret pact
That I’m not aware of until it’s over
Till I can feel the absence over come,
The numbness
The takers take
And the givers give
This whole time
While we fit hurt in our hearts
While we muscle down rocks
To weigh us in for the fight
None of us asked for,
We beg to be knocked the fuck out
Because feeling should be felt
Instead of this numbness
That this taking gives
While we look:
The crooks keep watch
Patting their pockets
Feeling the pieces plucked
Padding them further down
To secure them, extra tucked
I refill my cup sometimes
When I need to be me
But I know it might not last,
We use the best parts of people
Then leave them in the past
"I refill my cup sometimes when I need to be me . . . . "
Great line.
Thanks! It's nice when I can
Thanks! It's nice when I can get one that feels right!
"Where do you go when nowhere feels like home?"-FBMF