Does the moon’s sinful light tumble through
Sky and limb
Onto me alone
In the twilight, I caught myself clinging
To the dreams I have forsaken
Huddled in the corner of a room
Fighting the urge for just one more
The thought that
These walls have colors, textures, substance…
My life has been missing these things.
I gave them up for this numbing consumption.
Why can’t I find
In the beauty of my mind a reason to stop?
Before I die, before I rot
The sharp prick of reality
Cannot be more than this.
And with that
I quit.
hooooooly cow. this is really powerful. it struck me; i can relate to every single word