I peer into your eyes in awe
as the first man to gaze upon the heavens
and like him I am lulled by they're beauty
and humbled by their depth
I am forced by my humanity
to step back and gaze less deeply
for a journey so far
is surely not one to be spoken of
At this lesser of state of viewing I see
a bountiful forest of green
and hear the creatures that must bask
in its beauty as I do with every moment
At once you speak
and a silence falls within me as if the sounds
of my imagination have stopped
to hear such beauty before them
I find myself stilled by the sound
in such of place of beauty
hearing nothing less than the sounds
of the heavens I had retreated so dimly from
In my awe I am forced again to step away
and I gaze upon a face that I cannot fathom human
for no description so impure could I
dare force upon this perfection
As if I were not trialed enough
this structure of incomparable beauty
reveals a smile that melts me to my core
and punishes my heart for its impurities
My mortal limits force me back again
and I am met again with an embodiment
of awesome beauty that freezes me
in a state of internal dissolving
I stand frozen and melted in font of an angel
whose flowing hair could bring ships to see
whose beauty could calm the seas
and whose voice could draw it home
My entire self crumbles as she approaches
Unworthy of her presence I assume
she shall pass through me as the air
she parts in her movement
I expect her to ascend back into the heavens
before reaching my humbled self
and return to her fellow angels
whose beauty still does not compare
Instead she touches my chin.
Her hand, though cold melts my frozen body
limp I stand there in the her presence
witnessing her lips come to mine
Their touch imbues me with life
I am for this moment complete
and my body, through its trials
is filled with a healing bliss
All at once I begin wishing for an eternity
one where this may last forever
one where this moment is the one spent
for the lifetimes of the many who ne’er live it
Then what felt like a millennia
is over and her lips retreat
I am left in nothing but awe
that this beauty would give this gift to me
I was a man gazing into a cosmos
who was forced to retreat from beauties
to avoid being overcome by them
only to be destroyed by greater ones
I was then a man redeemed!
A kiss from the angel whose beauty
I so foolishly feared!
I was dense in my thoughts of its harm
In my destruction I saw beauty
and in my redemption I felt it
Never have I so feared what I gazed upon
and so welcomed its gaze in return
I ramble and repeat many things I know
But my love for you is a thing difficult to show
Indeed this is beautiful. I
Indeed this is beautiful. I too Ann certain she'll love it.
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this is beautiful- i'm sure
this is beautiful- i'm sure she'll adore it :)