I have lost myself again
In a fog maybe
or maybe just in my tears of sadness
Why do I let myself get lost
forgetting who i am
what i used to be
maybe its change that is driving me to get lost
many times i have drifted down this path
to only give pieces away to the broken souls i come across
I then let them fall in love with me
to only make my self think i'm in love
then my heart breaks
and then their for i now have to break their heart
also in this process i have lost the one true thing that makes me who i am
i have lost my smile
my happiness
my laughter
this is all a show
this for i lie to myself
pretend happiness is better then being depressed all the time
So once again i take this path
Who's broken soul will fall in love with me
or maybe it'll be my broken soul falling in love with them
to only let my heart get broken
one day the clouds well lift up
and my tears well go away
mmmm if only one day