Lost again

I have lost myself again

In a fog maybe

or maybe just in my tears of sadness

Why do I let myself get lost



forgetting who i am

what i used to be

maybe its change that is driving me to get lost



many times i have drifted down this path

to only give pieces away to the broken souls i come across

I then let them fall in love with me

to only make my self think i'm in love

then my heart breaks

and then their for i now have to break their heart



also in this process i have lost the one true thing that makes me who i am

i have lost my smile

my happiness

my laughter

this is all a show



this for i lie to myself

pretend happiness is better then being depressed all the time





So once again i take this path

Who's broken soul will fall in love with me

or maybe it'll be my broken soul falling in love with them

to only let my heart get broken



one day the clouds well lift up

and my tears well go away





mmmm if only one day






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