Thur 07/10
The Ballad of Lagos
The highways freeze
The side streets burn
Mechanics seize
Autopilot's turn
Addiction's squeeze
I never learn
The mozzie's tease
It's no concern
Could have been a street begging drifter type
Could have been an architect of all the hype
Could have been a banker counting all the cash
Could have been a dealer distributing the stash
Nursing destruction
Promoting world peace
A sudden distraction
And I am at ease
Evading detection
The emotions cease
Sponge of infection
Next puzzle piece
Could have been anything I wanted to be
Could have been a tall growing chestnut tree
Could have been a fungus between your toes
Could have been the cell where cancer grows
* * *
Every day I think about it... every day it crosses my mind...
/eat less junk, exercise more, stop drinking so much, start playing squash on a regular basis, drink lots of water, think positive/
Every day I come home and pour myself a scotch and coke. I fetch one of the bed pillows and tuck it into the backrest of my otherwise uncomfortable armchair. I switch on the cable TV and flick through countless channels of muted shit. I sip my drink.
I bought a toaster oven to break the monotony. Now I can get even fatter, through midnight dates with cheese, mayo & salami toast sandwiches.
Tomorrow night a bag of green is gonna do its best to aid me in the same quest.
Every star is a damsel in distress... Another wanker of a soul, desperately in need of serious therapy... just like me.
Distracted by yet another soft-porn cable movie...
Author's Notes/Comments:
Think I even strummed out some guitar chords to this happy song... mustn't have been good enough to remember.... like every other experience here. :op
I've been here!
Corina