There was a time when I felt like,
I was only there, when the clock had stopped,
Time itself would admire and support my flight,
But now the picture soars and the best has been cropped.
I was the light when the darkness took hold,
I helped guide the warmth when it was ready to fold,
When time couldn't catch me, I found the source,
I was always clean and happy but now I've felt remorse.
The time we've shared has changed my pure identity,
I've lost the trust you've given me, replaced by doubt,
I was patient and kind but now I'm cold and have forgotten serenity,
I can't think or feel your warmth, I can't hold back my forceful pout.
I'm just a stupid fat bitch with a big cunt mouth,
Stained by your touch, until death am I chained,
To remember your threats that cut as clear as the glass,
I will forever be locked within, the unending strain.