Never ending work in marriage.

There was a time when I felt like, 

I was only there, when the clock had stopped, 

Time itself would admire and support my flight, 

But now the picture soars and the best has been cropped. 

 

I was the light when the darkness took hold, 

I helped guide the warmth when it was ready to fold,

When time couldn't catch me, I found the source,

I was always clean and happy but now I've felt remorse. 

 

The time we've shared has changed my pure identity,

I've lost the trust you've given me, replaced by doubt, 

I was patient and kind but now I'm cold and have forgotten serenity,

I can't think or feel your warmth, I can't hold back my forceful pout. 

 

I'm just a stupid fat bitch with a big cunt mouth,

Stained by your touch, until death am I chained, 

To remember your threats that cut as clear as the glass,

I will forever be locked within, the unending strain.