“I…had that dream again”
so I told myself
wondering how long must I endure.
But in my restless dreams
you came to visit me
just to make your presence
once more known.
Is it your way of telling
that we’re still connected,
juxtaposed by Soul invisible?
It seems so, honestly.
And your voice I’ve heard
calling out my name
long ago
is cached out in space
yet such is life
when I yearn for
a little more time with you.
Ten billion stars light up the night
and trying to speak with you
is like trying to kiss a star
in the heavens.
You can’t reach it.
You’re half a world away
to give an embrace
with a thousand words
I never had the chance to tell you.
The memories of you
I remember them well.
They pull my heartstrings
as I cry them out
from my eyes
under the pale moonlight.
The sky only knows it is the last
we have in common but
where are you?
‘cause me missing you
are footsteps in the snow
stammering to be clear
in the storm.
I’ve terribly missed you.
And although the dimmest light
has come to wake you
from your sleep,
you will never realize
the invisible me in your mind;
and in your life.
Even though our time spent together
back then had to end like this,
I 'still' wouldn’t trade it
for the world.
We shared precious times together.
Even if it will be hard on me,
no matter how much my heart will ache,
they were pieces of my dream,
all of them.
I can’t tell you to remember me,
but I can’t bear for you
to forget me.
I’m so sorry.
You’ve given me so much and
I haven’t been able to return
a single thing.
So now that you’re gone
I want you to live for yourself.
Do what’s best for you.
You never knew this
and I understand you’ll go on living your life
never knowing this one fact
but back then I was happy.
You’ve made me so happy.
I can’t stop my beating heart
even if everything is in vain.
Though we’re apart
I’ll always love you
and that’s the promise I shall keep
for the both of us forever.
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"To search for the moon
I’ll look up to the sky.
Right away I’ll find it
shining brighter and brighter
because if there is a moon,
if the heart that lights up the void
is the tender moonlight,
at least I will look for a piece of moonlight
and let them become dyed treasures.
So please keep them in a box
until I return one day
with the key.
Right now the moon waxes
leaving a little bit
of loneliness."
Very sad. - Kevin L.