Here I am before you leave.
Dont' shed a tear, please.
There were many things left unsaid
but I love you so much
enough to set you free sailing.
Hug me goodbye and follow your heart.
Go. Give yourself wings to fly
as the precious memories start to flow now.
Watching I cry a little only with a smile.
When time went by sometimes did you know
I still thought about you?
I haven't forgotten, like promised.
Yet I wonder if you too thought about me
under this sky we share in common.
The dream has ended, memories in the closet,
but all my life I held you close.
You're somewhere out there since the sunrise parting,
my ephemeral dream turned into reality.
I totally understand this poem. I had a close friend and then one day he just disappeared. But it took me a while before I realized he was gone. I never realized the last time I saw him would be the last time. Had I known, things would've been different. At the time, he was in the military stationed near Austin, Texas. Then one day I woke up and realized he was just gone. That was 7 years ago and his friendship still haunts me. I only have one photograph of us partying out one night and it hangs in my room as one of the fondest, happiest friends I've ever had.
excellent piece and yes, I have been in that position of not being able to say a proper good bye and it's very hard when you think about it.When my best pal Elaine from college was very sick before she died and I knew she was terminal,I was unable to get up to see her 300 miles away but I did go to her funeral and give the euglogy.Found your author comment very interesting too.