When night is dark and stars shine

When night is dark and stars shine

When daylight awakes in morning glory

When sky is gray and thunder rolls

When brightness of day seems endless

Think of me and offer prayers on high



I came to your world with clever pretense

You could not see soul's distortion

Mask I wore concealed new scars and old wounds

How I long to no longer deceive and hold back

May mask be lifted and sun shine on my face



Can you see often sadness in my eyes?

True they are gray, but to what extent?

What sorrow do I wish gone and light shine through?

Can I trust you with secrets of who I am?

Are you prepared to look beneath the mask?



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I arose but no one was there

My eyes stung as I realized my state

Cursing myself I laid my head down

Asking questions of the silence

Why must I be alone?

Why do I beg to know truth?

Why can't I feel love when I need it most?

Where is he that I bind myself to?

Where is that fellowship I desire?

I hear no voice calling to me

Calling my return from this nightmare

Despair

Hopelessness

Tears

Shadows

Whispers

Sleep

Sing a requiem for me

For my undoing is near

My slow death is in loneliness

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I combined two pieces together. The first is a friend I was trying to cry out to when I was going through a rough freshman year. The second  is the ugliness beneath the mask.

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