6. Bloody Hell

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Vietnam Series

Homecoming day and who awaits?

No one meets me when I arrive.

I’m finally home, their very own vet.

And do they still know that I’m alive?



I found my wife safe at home,

I see she’s healthy and well fed.

And who comes in with the weakly paycheck?

Her new husband, my once friend, Ed!



When my dad came home from WWII

Parades and family welcomed him home.

So why is it when this vet’s here returned,

Everyone acts as if he’s unknown?



I can’t take this for too much longer.

From hell to hell is where I’ve come.

Maybe I’ll be just as well

In the hell I’ll be in when I’m done.



If there is a hell beyond this world,

I sometimes think I’m already there.

Died on the battlefield and never knew

And all death brings is all that’s here.



I think that it’s time for me to find out.

The same 9mm that put a whole in me before

Now puts a whole in my head

And I will finally be able to know for sure.



So goodbye to the world that I once knew

Goodbye to the world with just one hit

The best hit I’ve ever taken in my life

Which was nothing but a bowl full of             !

Author's Notes/Comments: 

The final poem in my vietnam series, this poem shows the end of our vet.  This poem covers the topics of loss and suicide.  I suppose since this is the end of the series i should deticate it to someone, but i don't know who to dedicate it to, I realy don't know anyone who served in vietnam, let alone who ended up killing themselves.  I suppose I should dedicate this to All the many who came home and ended it at home.  As many soldier that died in vietnam, about the same number commited suicide after coming home.  I dedicate this series to them and the gratitude they should have gotten.  I hope that some of them are where i can meet them someday.  God bless America.  Post your oppinions.

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Bobby Bo Jangles's picture

9th time i read it, still brings a tear........your whole vietnam seiries makes me want to stand and shout for freedom and liberty and inspires me to realize the truth of the gifts we really have. Thanks man....keep up the truth my brother!

Butch Lesley's picture

Just dedicated it to those who came home shot to hell mentally and emotionally only to be treated just as badly by an American public in the same state because of the war.