because clawing at my head yeilds nothing
pounding out frustration or pain
I can't rid myself of the laughter
chattering, screaming, dreaming, thoughts,
...change
all mingling bright on speed waves
static clings to the words that are heard
a conglomaration of repetition and anger
battle technique wasn't learned
I sputter and moan in frustration
strange that slitting my throat isn't better
you can't shake the whispers from my ear
redirect them to some other fool
they're wrapped up tight for the winter
my body provides endless years of their food
wipe at my face in abandon
brush all the demons away
they're drinking sweet blood from my brain
twisting together all fears
so what can I do to staunch them
suffocate in the air that I breathe?
or drink down vast pools of water
...distorted urchins...
they're reaching for me
I like the style of this one. It feels more raw and
uncensored than most poems I've read recently. Seems
more meaningful too.
Metiu