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2002 Today is the first day without you.
Today I felt numb and the world went by without me in it.
Today I can't get all the words you said out of my mind.
But I can't cry
Today is the day that I feel betrayal.
Today I realized I trust too easily.
Today I can't get the image of what you've done to leave.
And the nausea wells up in me.
Today I couldn't eat.
Today I felt like I was stupid.
Today I know that I'm tired of being hurt.
You'd think I would've learned after the first.
Today I am in denial.
Today I pretend that I don't understand.
Today I know you wouldn't have done it unless you wanted.
To push away the forgotten.
Today I know that you lied.
Today I am angry and sad at the same time.
Today I see that you found what you seeked.
Why couldn't it have been me.
This is the first confirmation of what I had heard from a friend. (Your poems have such a clear message, I am so envious of that.)Just remember that I am always here for you, phone me anytime, I love you. -Brittsy