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In the rest of our time

I don't want anything but our complete abandon

And I'm tired of worrying and fretting and thinking

So fucking much

About when you go

And what I'll be left with

I just want it to be what it is and always has been

And I don't know how well I can do that

With this all-consuming feeling of loss

We'll try it

I'm just worried we won't find it worth the tears

As has been my experience

I hope that we both find whatever happiness we desire

But I just wish that we could be happy with eachother for a little longer

I wish that we had time to create a million more memories

And we just don't

There aren't enough moments for me to say the things I want to

There aren't enough days to discover all the things I need to

And I know that dispite all of our promises

Our friendship may never be as strong as we'd like

And I don't know if I'll ever be able to be the friend that you'd want, knowing that I love you

So I just keep breathing

Because really there isn't anything else to be done

But I just wish that there was