Such a silly thing really, love
It has a way of just twisting even the most rational of minds
Twisted mine
I fall in love
Sometimes
And I'm always scared for that hurt, lying there, waiting
I assosciate love with enevitable hurt, nothing more
So I take all the time I need
To decide whether I'll risk whispering the words
Knowing even when I do, they won't be whispered back for long
Because once I say them, let my emotions known
Love always skips away
Out of sight, out of reach
Just away...from me
And it's almost worth it
Loving without reciprocation
Because the feeling is amazing
Being in love
But I know and I regret that loveless love must always end
One day you always realize that you're looking for that bit more
That I seemingly can't provide no matter how hard I try
To just be perfect
Oh it hurts, I won't lie
No matter what, it is me, even if it's beyond my control
And I'm sorry that I'm not the one for you
Because I'd love for you to be the one for me
But can I ask you one question?
Would you mind it terribly, anyway, despite how you feel,
If I loved you?
No.
That feeling I understand, and it's something I couldn't write down but you find a way to express those feelings. It's something I envy. I love reading your work.
love
A friend