I haven't thought of writing
Since we parted ways
I didn't have the energy
To say the things to say
I'm still missing all the moments
And the times you held me close
But I think that I am healing
Although the process' slow
I told you that I was unhappy
And I don't understand why I lied
I didn't mean that all the time
You were hurting me inside
I told you I didn't know
How deep your emotions lay
And I was correct in my assumption
That you dreamed of a different way
You wouldn't understand the feeling
It's like you're not alive
Stumbling round with a smile
When you're really dead inside
And now you act so confident
Like it was never even real
And that hurts me so much more
You never felt the things I feel
I don't pretend to forget it
All the smiles that we shared
My only lingering hope is that
You weren't sorry that I was there
"And now you act so confident
Like it was never even real
And that hurts me so much more
You never felt the things I feel"
Wow Katie... I know exactly how that feels. You put it so well... *hug*