Since We Parted

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2002

I haven't thought of writing

Since we parted ways

I didn't have the energy

To say the things to say

I'm still missing all the moments

And the times you held me close

But I think that I am healing

Although the process' slow

I told you that I was unhappy

And I don't understand why I lied

I didn't mean that all the time

You were hurting me inside

I told you I didn't know

How deep your emotions lay

And I was correct in my assumption

That you dreamed of a different way

You wouldn't understand the feeling

It's like you're not alive

Stumbling round with a smile

When you're really dead inside

And now you act so confident

Like it was never even real

And that hurts me so much more

You never felt the things I feel

I don't pretend to forget it

All the smiles that we shared

My only lingering hope is that

You weren't sorry that I was there

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Things I know I'll never say to the person I most want to say them to

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"And now you act so confident
Like it was never even real
And that hurts me so much more
You never felt the things I feel"

Wow Katie... I know exactly how that feels. You put it so well... *hug*