In between the seconds I found
time to breathe
In between the lines I found
sentences to read
In between the raindrops I found
places to keep dry
When my whole world was falling apart I found
reasons not to cry
But when I lost you
I lost track
of time and place
All I could find then
were the tears running down my face
Now all I find is
nightmares when I sleep
the only feeling I find
is a sorrow so deep
Now I'm sitting here with a switchblade knife
searhing for a reason not to end this fucking life...
dammit. my minds a tornado---this evokes power---im spinning---this places me in the *smack* middle of emotion and questioning...discovery and unsatisfaction---connection---and fear of [that]very connection...did i say i was spinning??