The winter cold shakes my bones
I'm wondering here all alone
walking on the clean white snow
contemplating which way to go
The winter sun cuts my eyes
my emptyness, it hurts inside
I know I should be happy, I know I should be glad
but when I'm walking here alone, I only feel so sad
The trees stretch their arms, and reach for the sky above
a couple walking hand in hand, looking so in love
The world before my feet, a world I should be ready to conquer
but startled by my own weakness, I'm beginning to wonder
Can I stop my emotional decay
before I turn into my memories of yesterday
I know there are things that I cannot change
things that are simply out of my range
But I can't control my anger or my emptiness
and it leads me into torment and so much more distress
the snow caves in under my shoes
I'm still thinking, have I anything left to lose?
The sky is getting clouded, and the wind begins to blow
So I'm walking a bit faster as my thoughts continue to flow
I'm taking a deep breath, hoping it'll erase my memories
life would be so much easier if I could forget all my grief
I'm turning around starting to walk home
strolling along this unpredictable path all alone
as I get back to my apartment I’m feeling a bit better
but I’m still looking forward to the optimistic summer weather
A lighter, brighter you...it's nice to hear your optimism...