Nothing

I forget why I shouldn't call you

Cause I'm hurting and I miss you

But I can't forget our memories

And I can't forget the future we had planned out

Feels like there's always a quiet thunder storm in my mind

When the good and the bad thoughts mix together

I dig myself a hole just big enough to hide from the world

Your world

When my world revolved around me and you

Now its just me

All the money in the world couldn't buy you off me

But you gave me away for free

And I'm hurt

Feels like all the blood was drained out of my body when you left

I feel empty

I feel dead

What a body without an inside?

What's a heart without a love?

Nothing, nothing, nothing

I wake up from nightmares crying your name

Cause now I'm nothing, nothing.......nothing

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i'm just writing bullshit now  fuckin no other way to get out these shit feelings though

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Luisa Rodriguez's picture

You wrote exactly what I feel right now. These feelings fucking suck.