Will they mourn me as I rest
Will I be remembered for the inside of my chest
I tried lord I tried, but I never believed in you
Now I do, and I wish to see you
I need to talk, there is nothing left for me
No one wants me here and I feel so empty
Will anyone think of me when I'm gone
Which of them will miss me, which of them will mourn
I feel my life is a game, everyone else has fun
All I need to end it is a shiny silver gun
Press is against my head, end all this pain
Get away from everyone and everyday of rain
You chose to create this world and set me a task
I am too weak and this world travels too fast
I fall on my knees everytime I cry
And with that I was flying, wishing I would die
I am not scared to fight, but afriad to fight back
My broken heart aches, my soul stays black
Where do I go from here
I just wanna die
Give me a pair of wings
'Cause all I'll do is fly
this is excellent but also scary coz the feelings seem really deep. i care. jubs.