The curtains are closed
the door is locked.
Every thoughts been thought
every word been talked.
The comfy seat
will be the best,
to sit
to die
to end
to rest.
The pills are taken
the vodka too,
there is
no more
for me
to do.
Just sit in stupor
with drunken head.
Stare at
the floor
stare at
the bed.
Mind is cloudy
head full of sand,
room is
spinning
coming in
to land.
Darkness looms
all hope is past.
Struggle
for breath
heart so fast.
Body
trembles
head
rolls back.
Spittle
dribbles,
heart attack.
Body slumped
in comfy seat.
Note
from
hand
lands
at my feet.
Compulsory Redundancy Notice.
Interesting....