I gave birth to a thought, that just may push me to greatness
Yet the fear in my soul, somehow tells me not to chase it
See, I'm my own worst enemy -- When I should be my greatest ally
But when I speak of what I could be ... I feel I tell lies
It's to hard to except a compliment, with others calling you great
Because believing in myself as others do -- Isn't in my mind state
But people meet me and think I'm confident, cocky, and intelligent
Not knowing the things I do that they love -- I feel are irrelevant
They say that I'm blessed, But this talent hasn't found a road to success
See the constant closing of doors in my face, makes me try less and less
How can I have the power to keep fighting what people tell me is wrong
It's like the strength of lost natave tribes in my soul ... Has gone
And I feel before I have the chance, to truly shine with rhymes
My ticket will be purchased -- And I'll be on afterlife air lines
And I know most people will read this, and think I'm depressed at best
But I've been with me all my life, how much time did you invest?
How many tears did you dry,
How many times did you calm thoughts of suicide?
See I can't count on my fingers and toes, But my numbers high
I've been the one who had to subdue my thoughts and calm my nerves
While others sit and nit pick -- At the writing of my words
Understand,
it's not that I cant take criticism or the idea of someone not liking me
It's just hard to swallow from those who aren't like me
It's hard to have someone read your manuscript and say "It wont sale"
Like the things that I write wont touch those living in earths hell
So to you, Mr. Publisher, Editor, and Magazine
When I write, It's for those like me ... Not for those in your scene
'Cause "poetry" is really just your thoughts, and life expression
And I'm sure there's less living like you, and more in my direction
So once my words reach your heart, and your mind follows to dawn on it
You'll realize poetry isn't just Shakespeare ... And his sonnets
From the ashes
Of verbal and written
Lashes
Drenched within
Stanzas & styles
I have yet
Mastered
I rise!
Rising with a fear
That has always been known
But is still unclear
So it can never be shown
Within a world of words
That persistently
Clones
I rise!
Through eyes dyslectic
Of nouns and verbs
Not yet perfected
I give myself
Thru pen
Disregarding acceptance
And
I rise!
With flames upon
My back
A pen & pad
Intact
I blindly sign
Words into sentences
&
Paint pictures
Of my mental glitches
For those of today
And yesterdays
Forgotten
Who are
Not mentioned
I shed light
On dark specs
For these areas
Need interest
With hopes
That tomorrow
Shall not see
Sorrow
&
Future years
Shall not
Bare yester
Forcing everything
Around me
Better
I rise!
And I ask you
To rise with me
Rise with strength
I know you posses
Grasp knowledge in bravery
That flows thru your veins
But begins in your chest
Because tho the meek
Has inherited this earth
It is you
Who has been planted in dirt
It is you
Who has been blessed
With a brilliant mind
You who can eradicate time
It is you
Who has been given pen
That can make changes from within
And you who carries a pencil
That can make this world of ours
Sensible
SO RISE!
You are a very good writer. I
You are a very good writer.
I enjoy reading your poetry.
Your right!
You don't have to be discovered to know that you have talent.
Thank you for sharing your gifts.
Keep writing...
~:7]~