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I hate my life
I hate myself
I hate a lot of things but hide it with a smile
I want to just be alone, but that's a lie
I don't want the world to see my pain
So I'll hide it in the dark like always
I want to be close, and yet as far away as possible
A girl alone in the world so insecure.
Let you in is just asking to break me down
so I shut out the world, and push away.
With each scream, I run farther.
With each tear trickling down my face
invisible to the naked eye
alone in this world
and whenever I try to get close
the world shatters and falls to pieces
I hate the fact that I hide away
I hate the fact that I push away, run away
but if you knew what I truly thought
you'd pity me, and I hate that too
Pretty girl, small girl, kind girl..
No, I think not...
In reality, all I want to do is to be held
To be not cheated upon, and to be truly loved
but I know that'll never happen
because I know I'll run away
too insecure to let anyone too close
Will there be a day where I'll let someone close to me?
perhaps, until then I'm insignificant.
Just another girl to be toyed with.
I'm not some toy...and my heart is not your game piece.
I have feelings too, no more or less then you
and you'll never know how I feel
because i'll keep my lips sealed.
it really doesn't matter anyways
because I'm not important.
