The original thought was to be with you
Now im not sure what to do
Ever since I hung out with her
Now our love seems to be blurred
I can still feel it but it's really hard
Like its free and i'm behind bars
I love both of you and I don't wanna choose
Neaither one of you do I ever want to loose
I feel liked it's not up to me
You leaving is all I can see
I quit I dont wanna play this game
It's not your fault i'm doing this,i'm the one to blame
I know if I leave you things won't be great
Feels like my life will be cornered by hate
I know if I leave you things won't be the same
And once again i'm the one to blame
I'm the one to blame for these thoughts
It's not you Alyssa it's my fault
Dont know why I feel this way
I feel as if my veiw on life has changed
I now know life is a crazy thing
All this sh** in mine that happening
Thats the end,now I must go
You don't know who I choose? I guess you'll never know
Fine i'll tell you, I feel better
No more dark clouds, I got better weather
I now know my life wont go down hill
I'm sorry Alyssa but i'm leaving you for Jill
Knowing it wasn't the intention to do it, but still. Yeah. Now we're bestest buddys! lol. I got torn into many pieces when you did that. but paul, i love you (in the friendly way)
*alyssa*
sniffle sniffle...