It’s offered, a way out, it’s offered
but it seems I have preferred
to indulge in this wicked way
of life. I have continued to play
not with toys, but with grenades.
Hope and serenity each fades
as I continue to hold the destructive device
in my hands, after pulling the pins. My vice
is the deadliest weapon in the enemy’s arsenal.
My vice continues to be my own downfall,
as I succumb to the pressure of temptation
and continue to repeat my sin.
It’s offered, a way out, it’s offered
if only I would humble myself on bended knees
and seek your strength. But in trying to please
my selfish lusts, I end up killing our relationship.
Why do I continue to attempt to sneak, to slip,
my sin in the backdoor, knowing that You
will always know of every speck of filth
in this house of Yours? My filth
defiles Your temple.
It would be so simple,
It’s offered, a way out, it’s offered,
yet I refuse to let You control
this area of my life, which I stole
back from you, after giving you my all.
Clutching this sinful area of me, builds a wall
preventing me from seeing
the One the wall prevents from freeing
this sinfully rebellious wretch
which I am, as I continue to fetch
sin into the backdoor of my heart.
My sin is tearing me apart.
But it’s offered, a way out, it’s offered,
but sin, it seems I have preferred.
........a strugle im dealing with...sometimes im beating it. but lately..its beating me. why one day we can yield and follow... next we are wrapping ourselves in bonds on slavery/sin. ? a poem from the heart tom. pray for us who do not resist everyday.