As the waves of lonely sorrow
Rolls, caressing my soul
Into a boat swaying rock
The demon is not allowed to win
In the sea swaying
I caress my own soul
As the colours of longing yen
Threaten to chill my Immortal Being
I smile a grin of hope
A treasure long lost
In my expressions of turmoil
At least I learn to love
Even myself more than I ever have
But in the rolling waves of sorrow
I don't feel so alone
The love for my son
Keeps me drifting on the white caps
Keeps me looking up instead of down
Feeling victory instead of defeat
Feeling alive with the love growing
In this rolling sea, I weep tears
Tears of acceptance and acknowledge
I am not being the monster I once was
I am being a damn good man
I sway with the sea
Drifting through time
Til it comes to where I am with him again