Every day and every night
I lay awake and I wonder
Who was wrong and who was right?
I lay awake in rain and thunder
And ponder upon my thoughts again
Who's to fault? Who's to blame?
I think about it once again
Why am I treating this as a game?
Did I care or was I blind?
Was I stupid or cared too much?
Did I leave too much behind?
Did we really go through such?
I wake up wishing my head would stop ringing
And I try to stop myself
I say I miss him more than anything
But am I fooling myself?
But when I think with my heart
I know I do and feel it there
It hurts me to be apart
Without knowing if you still care
~6/3/08