I Wonder

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Vent Poems



Every day and every night



I lay awake and I wonder



Who was wrong and who was right?



I lay awake in rain and thunder



And ponder upon my thoughts again



Who's to fault? Who's to blame?



I think about it once again



Why am I treating this as a game?



Did I care or was I blind?



Was I stupid or cared too much?



Did I leave too much behind?



Did we really go through such?



I wake up wishing my head would stop ringing



And I try to stop myself



I say I miss him more than anything



But am I fooling myself?



But when I think with my heart



I know I do and feel it there



It hurts me to be apart



Without knowing if you still care



~6/3/08

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