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i ache

i shake

i cannot take

the pain

and shame

i have gained.

no love

no pride

i can't confide

my happiness

my strength

my heart's been yanked.

out of place

meant to never come back without a trace.

but with guilt

and hate

i swear to remember this date.

of fears

and tears

with nothing clear.

it comes back ,to stab, the heart i once had

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Depressed...between me and michael

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Nellie McNalty's picture

i ache to, but thats only when im coked up. all you need is a fourty oz. and it will go away