i ache
i shake
i cannot take
the pain
and shame
i have gained.
no love
no pride
i can't confide
my happiness
my strength
my heart's been yanked.
out of place
meant to never come back without a trace.
but with guilt
and hate
i swear to remember this date.
of fears
and tears
with nothing clear.
it comes back ,to stab, the heart i once had
i ache to, but thats only when im coked up. all you need is a fourty oz. and it will go away