Where Do I Go From Here?

Dear Lord,



It is just me again,

at the ending of another day.

I want to thank you for your presence

as you walked with me today.



My Father, I am so sorry

that tonight  

I come to you in tears.

I have to please ask you this question.





Where do I go from here?





This constant, fearful question!

Sometimes, I think I've heard you say ~

"The path is just before you.

Walk in faith down it today."



You know of all the circumstances

of what now has become my life.

Is this all of my own making?

Have I heard your answer right?



For each day now is ending,

just as the day before.

I seem to only be surviving

I know there must be something more.



I am getting a little desperate Lord.

I have come tonight to say

That I really do not understand

how I could have lost my way.



I do not mean to question

what I thought, was very clear,

but,

should the path that I now am walking

leave me to come to you in tears?



Be gentle with me Father.

I really need to know.

Another path now stands before me.

Is this the way that I should go?



I know you hold the answer

to all I've ask of you today.

Touch my heart with wisdom.

I will give you all the praise.



So . . . again, Dear Lord, I ask you

to hold me very near

and somehow truly show me





Where do I go from here?


















Author's Notes/Comments: 

The title given to me in challenge, not knowing that the question is ever present.  Who of us does not feel this way at times in our lives?  The true comfort though~ until the answer becomes truly evident, after each little talk with the Father . . . the heart grows stronger and more receptive to hear the true answer to the question.  The challenge of title ~ from Jessica Edwards ~ The need to write the prayer ~ within my heart. For anyone that is reading this that poses the same question, I know who holds the answer and you can to.  Sometimes the answer seems very hard to find, sometimes you think you have heard the answer.  Sometimes you need to again ask the question before it is truly found. ~Lesa~

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chris's picture

I think we all ask that question at least once in our lives.
We all wonder why. We all wonder where.
Great

gentle's picture

This is an absolutely beautiful piece.It touched me deep down within the soul.

It is a question we must all ask ourselves, but, faith is where our answer will come from.

Well spoken.
Amy


Gentle is the night♥

salphire5's picture

This is a wonderful poem. It is beautifully written and quite ingenuous. It expresses that which is in the heart of many of us. Thank you.
F. Salphire

pkpbc1950's picture

WOW! Lesa, you met this challenge quite well. Not only did you create an awesome poem, you also created a beautiful prayer.
Great job!
Tricia

HAWK SQUAW's picture

well I am glad to see others get in on the challenge fun......

this is such an awesome title as well of body of work.... you seem to always have the words to prove worth reading.... the challenge is just something to get those words stirring....

I think you did this title a great justice

onelilartist's picture

Lesa, when I gave you the title it came from an ache deep inside me that is ever-present these days. There are things YOU know about that won't do to post here, but that keep me in constant turmoil until my own answer comes from the only One who has that kind of wisdom. This is exactly the type of thing I hoped to see. Your work as always is lovely and thought-provoking. I've read some poetry that is so full of pretense that it loses its impact. Yours, on the other hand is a plain and simple stick of DYNAMITE that can blow a person's emotions out of the water. I love what you have done with this title! It is utterly beautiful and I wouldn't change a thing since it is exactly the way I feel myself. God bless you and know that I join you in your prayers.
Love,
Jessica

Hey! When do we start the next game?

Wendy D'Michelle's picture

Lesa, I read this and almost cried. I feel the same way you do. I ask the same questions. I am in the same boat. Thank you.
Wendy