I want to fill your arms the way soft silk falls upon skin
If only to revisit and regret the past
To hold onto what's left, all there was and could ever be
I want to escape it
Captivate it
Become it and kill it
All this passion, all those moments, the need to simply kiss
I want to fill your heart with the most abundant love
To kill you, to hurt you, to heal you
And then to forget you
I want to do all the things that rush in and out of passion
Hold you, touch you, leave you
I want to sneak coffee's and bus rides and moments in words unraveled
Phone calls and silence and love
I want so bad to go back to days of blink and tears and lies
To your eyes when I cry and your hand when I fall
The pain, the bad, the rotten
I want it more then life, then air
I want to hold you in the sight of pain we paint so well
I want to have you, hold you, hurt you
Just to feel slightly loved again
Just to forget I regret loving you
nope I regret what has become of us and what can never become of us
I never wanted to be with him
Much Love
Ashley
you dont regret him you regret that your not with him, there is a HUGEdifference there. All in all I think it is your best work recently, but then you always wrote best when you were depressed
Nicole.J.Burgesss