This guy

I once knew a guy so full of life.

He use to be so happy and wanted

me to be just as happy.

He hated me lying to him or not

telling him how I felt.

Once we started losing touch, I

missed this guy so much.

Then out of the blue, he shows up

in my life but it seems like we

have switched roles in our relationship.

I am the one who is happy and

trying to get him to be just as

happy and letting all his feelings out.

I am confused by his actions and words.

They seem to contradict everything I

know is still true about him.

I still love him deep in my heart even

though we both know we are not meant

to be together now.

He seems to want to push me away instead

of keeping me close as a friend.

I want to have him still in my life

and know him as well as I did now but

as a friend right now.

I don't know if he will let that be, but

I truly hope he does.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this poem about a guy I hold dear in my heart.  I don't know how else to tell him that I am not going to lie to him even though he wants me to.  I guess I will have to hide my feelings from him like I use to.  I am just afraid it will all explode out one day.

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Some friend he turned out to

Some friend he turned out to be. Must be a real jerk. Seems like I know him.