In my heart, there are some really deep cries.
I want to let them out but I am too scared to.
If I do, I will lose everything including control of my life.
I feel like the deep cries will destroy me and I
will never be able to reconstruct myself ever again.
No matter how far I go from my problems, they are still
as bad and seem to follow me.
At one point in my life, I just wanted to end all the
insanity in my head by ending my life.
Unfortunately, I cannot because there is much I must
do before I die.
What am I to do?
Should I keep these deep cries inside of me or just
let it all out?
Maybe life will decide for me, but until the, I will
stay as I am.
Your poem made me cry! So full of pain...but pain makes us real.