Deep Cries

In my heart, there are some really deep cries.

I want to let them out but I am too scared to.

If I do, I will lose everything including control of my life.

I feel like the deep cries will destroy me and I

will never be able to reconstruct myself ever again.

No matter how far I go from my problems, they are still

as bad and seem to follow me.

At one point in my life, I just wanted to end all the

insanity in my head by ending my life.

Unfortunately, I cannot because there is much I must

do before I die.

What am I to do?

Should I keep these deep cries inside of me or just

let it all out?

Maybe life will decide for me, but until the, I will

stay as I am.

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Your poem made me cry! So full of pain...but pain makes us real.