Second best without the best
that’s the way it has to be
I should have know
She’s always been
The type of girl
with just one friend
we said we loved each other
forever we agreed
but apparently
that means nothing to me
She hates me and so does he
what’s a girl to do
but walk away and run from you
Pick the treasured knife up
and put it back down
I refuse..............
I won’t do this to myself
just for you
Why do I do this to myself
again and again
I should probably just
throw the damn towel in
I give up nothing else to do
my salutations sent to you