I deeply appreciate your prayers. My medical situation is getting a bit worse; spiritual situation improving. Mental situation---anyone's guess is as good as mine, lol.
I went through something similar in the worst year of my life, which ran more than a year (October, 1980 through March, 1982), and I thought I would never escape it. You describe it very well.
This hits right in the feels. I had been trying EMDR to assist with my cPTSD however self care has always been problematic for me. Possibly due to being AuDHD. After a few attempts finally had some happy places to think on, only to have the harsh light of day show me the true reality.
Alliswend bin ich nicht, doch vie list mir bewußt.
And from these observations of what ails and assails us possible observances may arise to allow for 'true reality' to co-exist with us. Either that or we irreparably break. Thanks kindly.
This also describes my
This also describes my present situation.
Starward
Then I wish you well and
Then I wish you well and daily lift up prayers on your behalf.
here is poetry that doesn't always conform
galateus, arkayye, arqios,arquious, crypticbard, excalibard, wordweaver
I deeply appreciate your
I deeply appreciate your prayers. My medical situation is getting a bit worse; spiritual situation improving. Mental situation---anyone's guess is as good as mine, lol.
Starward
I went through something
I went through something similar in the worst year of my life, which ran more than a year (October, 1980 through March, 1982), and I thought I would never escape it. You describe it very well.
Starward
Thank you most kindly. I am
Thank you most kindly. I am at present still not in a very good headspace. But there is hope with the morning's first rays.
here is poetry that doesn't always conform
galateus, arkayye, arqios,arquious, crypticbard, excalibard, wordweaver
Ouch!
This hits right in the feels. I had been trying EMDR to assist with my cPTSD however self care has always been problematic for me. Possibly due to being AuDHD. After a few attempts finally had some happy places to think on, only to have the harsh light of day show me the true reality.
Alliswend bin ich nicht, doch vie list mir bewußt.
And from these observations
And from these observations of what ails and assails us possible observances may arise to allow for 'true reality' to co-exist with us. Either that or we irreparably break. Thanks kindly.
here is poetry that doesn't always conform
galateus, arkayye, arqios,arquious, crypticbard, excalibard, wordweaver