03-Don't Go With Flow

"Don't go with flow"



The way your soul cry

But it can't be wept,

The way you wish to die but there's

Noone comin' for you not even death.



It's killing you so long but still

You try to keep secrets that shouldn't be kept,

The dark is calling

Because your number you have left.



You want to step out of you skin

So noone can see you,

You want to take a knife and make the worst sin

You can stand this pain that you feel within.



All your tears have gone away

Just as your smile on that day,

You don't talk or smile or cry

You're so empty, you're an emotionless face.



But you live with

Hope for better tomorrow,

You are as people around you

You only feel pain and sorrow.



You have the money

But still you're broke,

You at least don't look

For senctuary in a coke.



She's your senctuary

And she's your cocaine,

She's that pain that's been

Blowin' your brain.



You try to run away from her

But you can't escape,

She keeps you distant

But somehow you relate.



Black shadow crawls behind your back,

You know it and still those door you crack,

You let it in so it can watch you

As you make another hack.



You don't try trying to fight demons within',

Instead of leting 'em tear you,

You should scream

And let them know that you don't fear.



Don't go with flow,

Don't let them take you away,

Where they lead you

There's no love but only pain.



You are strong as long

As you keep that knife away,

You are safe as long

As your love doesn't cause you any more pain.



Keep that knife away from your vein,

Instead show her stuff you wrote,

And then let her shear you pain

Maybe your dream too so together you can fly away.



If you don't do that you can't complain,

Stay strong don't play anyones games,

Wait for oportunity and than seize it strong,

You can't your whole life do things wrong.



Keep your head up

And you shoulders straight,

Get rid of that rucksack

that's been causin' you pain.



Once again you walk

with smile on you face,

There's better tomorrow

for anyone who's not insane.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this one is also pushover... I've edit it a little before posting it but it's still pretty much scrappy...
I know that every stanza have different rhyming or not rhyming at all, but I still hope that someone will like it...

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Michelle ................'s picture

hi,

This is a great poem and I can see where you are coming from.
Keep up the good work.