Driving home from the clinic.
This guy runs a red light, barley miss him
The cops on his tail
I remember when I almost went to jail
My girl at the time liked to sleep around
And no guys, I didn’t beat her to the ground
That’d be messed up . . . jeez
But the other guy . . . well let’s see
Grabbed his neck, punched his face
Charged with assault, now I’m the disgrace
Told I’m facing battery charges, one year in jail
Are you kidding me? I’m just a kid in high school, how the fuck am I supposed to make bail
Long story short, his parents didn’t press charges
Because their son is a dick, or cuz jail don’t need more garbage
Snap back to reality, I’m in my room
When did I get here? I put on some tunes
Not cartoons . . . well sometimes, yes
Right now I’m listening to Say Anything. Definitely the best
He’s singing about the girl that got away
Why do I still let her turn my skies gray?
Five years later, it never ends
The music ends, my brain starts to bend
Snap back to reality, I’m in my patient’s mouth
When did I get here, I scrape all the plaque out
She tells me her problems. I got my own . . . shit
My co-worker hates me. Why? Cuz I’m a dick
Can’t accept me for me? Where have I heard this?
Flash back to the cops. . . Can’t help but laugh at this
My co-workers say I have bipolar disorder
But I’m hearing way more than two voices before the nights over
5th grade me, 8th grade me, 10th grade me, 12th grade me
I got stuck somewhere. How old am I supposed to be?
Snap back to reality. I’m 24
Lying in bed masturbating. Did I mention now I’m a whore?
I’d rather not talk about this me, finish up and go to bed
But the night is still young I say. And you still need to pee
I can hold it in. Just like the screams
Too bad you can’t hold on to your women… cept in your dreams
So let me sleep, I beg and plead
You’re in the real world. This is where you need to be
Snap back to reality. It’s only 9:30
I’m talking to myself. I ask for someone to murder me
I work in a not so good neighborhood
Off of martin Luther King Avenue
But I haven’t been assaulted yet
There’s always tomorrow. I’ll place my bets
Snap back to reality. Been working here one year
Nothing’s happened, cept I’ve grown more fears
Losing my job, crashing my car
Greatest fear is my end seems so far
Now I’m just insane
Let it fester in my brain
I have so much most people don’t have in their life
Including Satan, and a woman that wants to be my wife
I guess it’s true. I do need medication
Or at the very least, a psychiatric evaluation