I don’t care to be smart…
would you stop telling me how much of it I am?
I failed as a woman.
And in all of those years gone so much in vain,
how idiotic I have been,
To have believed I should spend my life
fighting in the arena of men.
I hate to be smart.
I regret not to have preserved myself
To sprout as a fulfilled woman.
It’s about the bits and pieces,
It’s about spreading in breadth,
and living in contempt of depth.
It’s about greed may be?
That made me lose the woman I had wanted to be.
I pity myself.
They all torture me much,
my physical, effeminate parts.
The time of judgment has come,
I plea to be guilty.
I plea to be spared the punishment.
Alas...undo is never a real button,
I guess it is almost too late.
I declare it,
I failed as a woman.
Interesting piece and an interesting choice of subject!
Keep on shining!