Presenting... My Hatred for You

Like a thousand masks you presented yourself to me

A person with no identity

Not a care of the world

Not a care to me.



Looking deep inside you would be looking at a mirror

A mirror that reflects off another

And another and another

And then another.



Innocent as you may seem to me and many others

Your heart is not as what it seems

Makes one question the colour and the temperature

Or the overall existence of such an object.



However cool as you may be

To me and to those who are close to me

Your hatred fly at me like dark claws

Clinging on every word every movement every part of me.



My anger towards you grows each day

Like a storm you circled above me

Driving me slowly to insanity

And act like someone I am not.



Though I cant say this to you in your face

I can say it in this poem

How much I HATE YOU

and despise you.



You make me look low and small

Like a pest that deserves to be squashed

You've created a monster that will haunt me

When you've created ME.



I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU



I hate you for who you are

I hate you for what you've done

I hate you for how you've hurt me

I hate you for I once loved you.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

If you ever read this poem, wait... I know you'll never read this poem because you dont give a care about me or what I do. But if this poem ever gets to you, I wish you can understand what you've put me through and really... how much I cared and loved you. You are the second person in this world that has betrayed me and the only person that could make me feel this rotten...

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I know this feeling well and it is not a pleasant one. Read "Paradox" from my page. That was said after 24 years of taking the kind of pain you write about here. You have a way of expressing yourself that is soothing as well as revealing. It helps to write. Please post more. I'll be back frequently.
Luv,
Jessica